Questions 3/21/12

Good morning,
Just a quick update before my crazy day starts.
Monday-blocked shawl, laundry, cleaned all day. Why is there still so much dust??????
Tuesday-Spent the day with Michele and Caryn, went to the outlets in Paramus, NJ- 20+ years ago, I worked down the street from the Bergen Mall, when did it become a gigantic outlet center??????????????    

I really need to get out more!

When I returned home, Zen was out, Greg was napping, and Sarah was still not feeling well, even though Daddy took great care of her while I was out.  She is so stressed about everything that is happening in her life, I wish I could make it all better, but I can't, and that is so frustrating!

Reality can be cruel, especially when you have no control over it.  Dealing with uncertainty has never been a strength of mine; it is not one of Sarah's strengths either.  The future, both short term and long term, still holds so many unknowns for us; it is really hard to continue taking "one day at a time."  There are still so many unanswered questions, and for someone who likes to read the last chapter of a book, before being able to really enjoy the whole story, this "not knowing" is torture.  I just want my girl to get better, to feel better, to BE better!  I want this nightmarish story to end, I want to get to the happy ending!
I need patience, so today my goal is to try and find some, any ideas??
M